Jaydee ^_♥ c:

Its not fair It just isn’t ! You know why? Because I’ve never fought this hard for someone or a friendship. You say I walked out let me just rewind a bit … Remember why we stopped talking ? Because you told me to leave you alone because you said I was bull shit and you thanked me for it you told me you were doing good and didn’t need me in your life and to leave you alone for good remember that on thanksgiving 2 years ago? Remember that okay now lets rewind a bit more to our conversation on the phone when I asked you to stay that I just wanted to be best friends and you said no !! to let go remember how much I cried how I lost my breath from crying how I cried until I had no more tears and then kept going ? And you said ” you’re crying isn’t going to change my mind” okay and then let’s fast forward from that thanks giving on I never bugged you since cus you asked me not too… On New Years YOU called me on my bday YOU texted me I never LOOKED for U! Tell me how it was me that walked out? Huh tell me when you were the one who made it clear to me that you wanted NOTHING to do with me when you were the one who pushed me in the beginning remember when you told me who you saw yourself with?! So why the heck am I the one to blame today why ?! Because i actually tried then and now?! So don’t you dare tell me I walked out on you cus you damn sure know it was YOU!!!

I did this poem in 2011 when my ex bf and I where at the break up stage lol I really liked it so whateves

My little fella 👶❤