these past couple of days have been weird yet good. ahh my relationship with le boyfriend is going great hes far :/ but i still see him enough to say that its going good(: lately ive been reallyyy tired ive gone to the ap history review sesh every morning at 6am and woken up every morning around 5:15 to get ready then i have 7th period ending at 4pm get home around 4:30 and then do some reviewing eat shower and then do more homework sleeping around 1am and again starting again at 5 am :/ exhausting!! i know ill get thru it i need to do my forensic project that was due about a year ago too:/ i know i can handle it but ive been lacking sleep and i get worried about sleeping in classes especially math Mrs.parmar is freaking boring! i cant look forward to the weekend because either way i wake up early for the saturday review sesh! too and then obviously of course no doubt Sunday its gods day and dedicate to him so from 3-6 is church i usually get here by 7pm :/ and wednesday IGNITE from 7-9pm end up home around 11 because i talk to people that help me after and damn busy busy busy :/ this caused my dad to hate me </3 my dad and i dont have the relationship we had since i got confirmed as being catholic :/ it hurts alot because i need him during this time but all he does is put me down :”( i currently have no contact with him since he told me to forget about him </3 agh i dunno wat to do just have faith.